And I have no idea what I'm

doing.

Right.

But that was also like, it was the most exciting time of my sort of like creative career.

And like, I still live a very like satisfying, like creative life where I feel empowered to like do what the book stowaways, like an example of that.

Right.

Like, I mean, it, I am very fortunate that we have the podcast and the shows and the things that, you know, support us financially that, um, When an opportunity comes where I can do something that just sounds cool, like write a choose-your-own-adventure book, I'm able to do that, right? But this was a whole different thing.

How did that and your mother's illness change your relationship with your dad?