[laughs]

I mean, that's...

There is so much I could share about that, you know, that, like, uh, I was definitely sort of the black sheep.

Um, there w- there was a strange tension in my family too because, uh, both my parents were married before, so my brothers are half brothers from each side of the family.

So I'm, like, the only one yoking everyone together, but I'm, I was also seeming a little bit like an alien in terms of my interests and inclinations.

Um, I think in my early life, um, you know, early, uh, childhood and up into early high school, I was playing so hard and hitting so hard because I wanted the love that I was gonna get from my family, and I a- also probably didn't wanna face the criticism and the ridicule because they were, they were really serious about, about sports and all of that stuff.

But I would find myself on the field when we were in practice and things like that, I would just find myself, um, mesmerized by, like, AP European history and choruses and arts and all of this stuff.

Mm

They're really cute.

They get all excited.

Yeah, and they always do this, you know, like with their hands when they see what the new food is.

They get all like it.

But yeah, I've been watching Marmont.

That's been really cool.

I wanted to share, I like this notion that you're bringing up, the gratitude thing.

So what do you guys do about your inner child? Do you ever let it come out and play?

Because I was like, I'm like, listen, I'm like, and then all of a sudden I'm like, wait, did I miss, I missed a chapter somewhere.

Yeah.

Transition.

Yeah.

You know, it's a wonder that I ever actually did because I think there were parts of my personality that were really addicted to the drama and the attention.

And I played kind of a hell raiser often.

when I was in shows.

getting ready to laugh.