Yeah, to go back and remember that moment.

Often, especially when it gets cold, I often think about that moment and how it turned into something that was just, what could have been just a simple, you know, hi, how are you, and goodbye, or a nod that he existed or not existed or just went past that gentleman.

But what brings me back is the, the fact that I was able to stop and have a conversation and treat him like a human being, not like a, not like a piece of trash.

Right.

And in that conversation was, you know, asking him, is there anything I can actually do to help you thinking he was going to say I could use food, money, cigarette, coffee, whatever.

He said, I could, I could use a blanket to survive the night.

And I know there's a moment where I paused and it was almost like a lightning bolt.

yeah okay yeah dad you want to fill in that story or the the last that