And it sounds like you were trying to get help.

Because I knew something was wrong.

I just didn't know what.

At 25, when I moved back to Indianapolis, I started going to ACOA meetings, which stands for Adult Children of Alcoholics.

My father was a recovering alcoholic by the sheer grace of God.

When he passed four years ago, he had 46 years of sobriety and a relationship with Jesus Christ.

but he had introduced me to ACOA.

How do you describe authentic masculinity? How do you define that as?