Yeah.

Oh, yeah, absolutely.

And I'm pretty sure on the little cards that you gave out that we had to write the words.

I think one of my words was sustainability for what I was hoping to get just out of DPC and the conference and just because of kind of the journey I went through.

And medical school and yeah I feel like for me it was pretty early on starting clinical training in medical school and it was during COVID too like a big safety net hospital in Miami and I had started medical school so excited and so idealistic of course and then it was Like this creeping feeling that kept coming up the further I got in my education and training that was really crushing like this feeling of, oh, I don't know if this is going to be sustainable for my soul.

Like, I don't know if I can have this lifelong career.

taking care of patients in this way that I pictured and was so excited about.

I'm checking right now.