of

what I was going to do.

I had no plan for living here.

I also was unsure about how I'm going to tackle my father's illness.

theme or topic because we always had a very difficult and distant relationship but that was amazing what happened seriously and sometimes you know things feel like they're falling apart but they're only falling into place and this is exactly what happened you know it was i returned um no plan at all as again i just improvised coming back i i came in august So it's a good time to go back to Portugal because all my friends were here.

There was vacation.

There was the beach.

Yeah.