So with the whole, do you believe that you are that person? And what stories are you telling yourself that might be hindering you from walking into that? Where do you maybe draw the line between being a woman of faith being a follower of jesus yeah because woman of faith can be a very vague term actually yeah being a follower of jesus and then manifestation as we kind of know it

yeah Well, I'm a very different person when it comes to faith and what most people call religious.

Um, I, I believe that my relationship with God, with Jesus is very real and personal.

It's not, it's not religious, you know, it's not like I can't do, I do, I can't do, you know? And so I believe that every great decision, every big decision, every massive investment I've ever made, I did out of intimacy with God.

I didn't do it out of proving to him or anyone else.

you know i had to go inward and say and pray and say you know that it's i think it's whole can we just it's kind of hilarious because we know the bible's like you know over 2 000 years old and there's a scripture that says as a man thinketh so he is yeah so it sounds very similar to the manifestation world yeah so i'd like to give credit to where credit is quoted often yeah well let's give credit to where credit is due and that that that philosophy that ideology came from the word and so and then as you know know it says in matthew like if you pray and you believe in your heart that you have something then you will have it now you can manipulate that that verse in a lot of different ways but what i believe is that when we when you love god when you know that god loves you you know he has he's a good father he has your best intentions so it's dualistic and here's here's the kicker and this is some for people to lean in because you can pray and say god i want this but i also at the same time trust you you have permission and authority to close it or open it because you open doors no man can shut and you open doors that absolutely no man could ever open for me and so my faith my hope is not in what people do or say it's in your timing but i don't believe no there's a i love this but there are a lot of people who say oh you know god's timing they're very passive i believe god is activated in our action he can't shut a door you haven't even tried to walk through You know what I'm saying? He can't not provide money for a consulting opportunity that you want if you don't go knock on a couple banks.

Yeah, exactly.

Well,