... uh, we'll cut this into the podcast, but I just want you to have a look at this and talk, talk me through it.

So yeah, quick job update.

Uh, the other day, uh, yeah, on the weekend, I was getting a couple of beers from the bottle-o just around the corner from my joint, from my drive-through, and, um, I asked them do they have any jobs.

They said yeah, they're looking for work.

So that'd be good.

Um, they wanted me resume.

You know, I wasn't fucking ready to apply for a job.

Yep.

Yeah.

It just exploded.

One morning I woke up in tears, didn't know what was happening.

Within 15 minutes of that, um, you know, I tried to hang myself out the back under the pergola and, um, yeah, it was just...

It, it all happened really quick.

And, um, I actually was not successful.

I, I hit, hit the ground.

Yeah, yeah.