Mental exhaustion.

And learning from my...

Why it died.

I mean, you learn from that too, unfortunately.

So I don't have the trees that we see in the magazines.

Um, what I do have in my backyard are beautiful locust trees and a, and the Battenkill River, and, and a beautiful area to look at every morning when I look out the window.

And, and to me, that's an inspiration.

[laughs]