thank you i'm very grateful for you for being here i know you're very busy um so if you could just tell us a little bit about yourself about your your journey and and we'll go from there as we do

yeah amazing um no thank you so much for this opportunity it's just great to be able to speak out from where i am now because i still have to sort of um you know pinch myself about where i am now in my life compared to to where i was and um You know, my story, whilst it won't be the same as anybody else's, the key factors in it are just so similar to so many people that just go through this awful thing.

I've lived my life a bit backwards.

I used to be very, very successful in my professional career and everything.

And I just sort of... sort of lost my way, sort of through my 30s and everything.

And I used to go just from relationship to relationship.

I had this absolute need just to be loved and just wanted somebody to come and save me.

And I'd go all over and, you know,