suddenly you go, oh, I'm

off.

But it worked because it was all truthful and that's what I was doing.

I was doing stuff on the school mums and I was doing stuff on wanting to go and do something for myself.

And so it all made sense.

But it was kind of like club, what I was doing in the club.

And this is very different.

I think

it's got a narrative arc.

Yeah, yeah.

Oh, all right.

So it has.

And it's really about me trying to come up with a white lie.

I spent all day trying to come up with a white lie.

It's how to get out of a neighbour's party.

And there might be more

Oh!

And I didn't realise how serious that was.

Everybody comes over and gives you a very, like, sort of almost like a private chat.

You have to move even your little tiny bag you can't put there, and then you get a chat of what to do, what happens, you know, what you must do with this.

And I was sitting there listening, and you know when someone's really telling you something seriously and you start to phase out? And the panic kicked in, and I was looking at the door thinking, you've got to do the handle a certain way.

I don't trust myself to park.

I don't feel like I should be in control of a whole load of passengers.

then