What right now is the relationship between you and your children?

Well, my oldest would be polite, casual.

There's no tension when we're around each other.

I think my oldest is struggling because I did the journaling.

You say don't send the letters, right? So I did this whole journaling about how I was a father to them.

All the horrible anger, put it all out there.

And I told him that as in the letter, I said, the sucky part about it is if I could erase it all, I would change it, but I can't.

Okay.