You know, it was a

wild night full of porn stars, like a porn star party of some sort.

I'd never seen anything like it, so...

Were your eyes just like...

I was just mesmerized and hyper-stimulated, to be honest with you.

But at the same time, I just went with the flow.

Well, I'm here.

Matt wants to know, in your experience, what was the worst place to give head? And then what was the best place? Well, thank you, Matt.

That you both, you both get your eyes done.

She always...

Yes, and so we, we've been going to her, I've been going to her for, like, f- almost four years.

Like, three, three, almost four years.

And so I was pretty early in my transition.

And so I thought that she knew that I was trans.

I just assumed that everybody can tell.

[laughs]

I

mean, it's awful.

We're all in this together.

Even with my win, I can count with my fingers how many girls congratulate me and how many girls unfollow me just by, it's crazy.

And like, they haven't even met me or they don't know my demeanor.

They don't know what I stand for.

They don't know that.

motivation and happiness from that rather than just doing something who's random then you can also you know catch something that you don't want to get and then you can't afford it no you know you can't

Yeah.

So I, I, my, also my personal life have been affected several times.

Like, I had failed relationships due to, like, my partners don't understand my work or the jealousy or, like, they say it's okay, and then later on they come and, and it's not.

And I, I have, I, I have, I stop sometimes to try to re- re-love my, the industry because I am so grateful for it.

Can you describe the scene a little bit?

Um, the scene happens in a ca- in a private casino.

Uh, I'm from Vegas, so in a private casino.

[laughs] I live in Vegas, in a private casino in Vegas, and I sort of come in, and I'm a badass player, and I'm taking everybody's money and killing it at the table.