like you can wear whatever.

Then I now went to a private school in the seventh grade and that was actual uniform.

Everyone's wearing uniforms.

So all that's to say is for my whole life, I'm wearing a uniform and Sundays were just the only day that like you could actually wear whatever you wanted to wear.

Saturdays, I would be at home.

Maybe occasionally there would be a birthday party, but by and large, Saturdays, you're at home.

Sunday is the day that you're dressing up and going out.

me

Mm.

Like, a lot of people say you hit 30s and you just stop caring.

I, like, what is it about turning 30 that makes you stop caring? And I think it, you just experience a fatigue of caring so tightly for so long that you're just like, "I have to release." Like, I cannot continue to play this game of caring so much about what people think of me, about other people's expectations, about how I'm perceived.

I c- I don't have it in me anymore, and I think that's really what it is.

It's like, okay, if you, especially if you were someone who grew up caring about people's expectations from, like, elementary school, which is the case for me, you've got, since you were six, seven, eight years old, by the time you, th- almost two decades of that, you're just like, "Time's up.

I don't have it in me anymore, and I have to just shake it off." And so that's been so freeing.

I don't do things that I don't wanna do, and I do the things that really excite me.

Mm.