[laughs]

Because it, it... [laughs] I say, I say, I...

Well, so, you know, part of me does want her to have children, because I think that Malcolm has brought a dimension to my life and my husband's life that wasn't there before.

But, you know, it is her decision to make, but one of the reasons why I did feel like I wanted to at least talk about the childbirth with her as something that was fine is because if that becomes her only reason for not having a child, then that shouldn't be the reason, because that part, you know, I would say is the easy part of having a child.

Do you feel a, a mix of relief and jealousy when you look at Rachel's life?

I definitely do, and I remember when she and Tu told us that they were gonna go on tour indefinitely, and it was when, it was the, like, a couple of days after New Year's, and we walked to view the Rose Parade floats.

And Rachel's like, "We're going to go out on tour." And I said, "Well, when are you gonna be back?" [laughs] And she was like, "Well, it's gonna be indefinite." And, you know, at first I was shocked, but when my husband and I were laying in bed that night, I mean, both of us, like, eyes large, were just thinking, oh my goodness.

They are going out on this huge, exciting adventure.