isn't it

I honestly could not have got through this there's definitely been times when especially the second time I just thought how am I ever going to get out of bed again and like he just got me up and you know felt like I could never move forward and he's got me he's got me out of bed and moving me forward but also there's been times both miscarriages where for that week that you have the miscarriage and I had the DNC, then your hormones kind of crash because you were pregnant and then you're no longer pregnant.

So it's literally like having a baby.

And then your hormones start to try and level.

But that actually works for about six weeks.

So for six weeks, I didn't have a period.

And then Anthony has to be like, what mood is she in today? Yeah.

They shouldn't even be scanning people if they needed that.