Mm

... and comforting.

But the story, and I remember going back to my rental place afterwards, and same thing as what he said, just kind of staring at the wall or laying down on the couch for hours and feeling so complete and at peace.

And, and going back to the one-on-one, when we were walking away from our time together, I turned around, I was like, "Oh, I never asked you what you died of.

Like, what did, you know, what happened?" And he said, "Sepsis." And I was like, "What?" Like, that's what I do for a living.

Like, you know, was it mold? Was it, what happened? And I just in that moment offered, I was like, "Are you g- are you getting help now?" And he said, "No, I've been told that I'm gonna be healed." And I was like, "I will help you.

Like, do you want help? I'm here to help."

[laughs]