And here I am again with my

fear of failure and this need to be perfect.

And I just was like... burning the candle at both ends.

I mean, I was working 12 hour days.

I was not sleeping at night.

I would wake up in that classic adrenal fatigue pattern at like 2 a.m. and be awake until 5 a.m. And then I was going to a 5 a.m. workout class so that I could Like, cause I had to be at work by seven 15 and I often left work by seven 15 or eight o'clock at night.

So I was like not getting anything I needed and I was not handling the stress.

truly like vegetables