I carry that.

When it's too late, it's too late.

Oh, you want to, that's a whole other animal.

Because, like, you know, you look back on, everyone does, and I think that's where resentment comes from, is when you examine your past and, like, what has happened.

And maybe part of how I feel about what I do comes from that kind of a background where if you turn cold to somebody who's experiencing mental illness and they know they cannot count on you, You're just another nail in their coffin.

And I refuse to be that person, you know? So walk me through the last days or day of your brother's life.

Let's go like four or five weeks back.

that's when