bit of love from the fans, the manager, the staff, the players, it can affect performance, doesn't it? Yeah, no, most definitely, man.

I mean... yeah i think when i was at a run i wasn't really settled that run to be fair um yeah it was a it was a difficult time to fair like moving in and there was a lot of stuff that wasn't really going well off the pitch i was in a hotel for like two months or three months whatever it was like it was it was horrible um the food wasn't really yeah like i didn't really like the food there and then once i did get my my place it wasn't like it wasn't a proper place like when i speak into the club um yeah they're saying like there's no houses available there's no apartments available so like yeah i think i was in the airbnb for like five months but it wasn't it wasn't like it weren't great at all man and obviously that can affect you on the pitch and yeah i wasn't eating properly when i was out there as well it was like it wasn't a great experience if i'm honest

So you've got to talk.

You have to, you have to.

I think I've been a victim of that, to be fair.

Of being quiet? Yeah, being too, not say humble, but being, yeah, I'll say being too humble, you know? Thinking things are just going to happen.

by not doing nothing or saying nothing but sometimes you have to express yourself and you know like you said football isn't fair it's not fair so if you're there waiting for the fair chance yeah and I think that happened in my first year when I went to Tottenham I feel like I gave a bit too much respect you know to the players and and um Just like the surroundings.

Because it's Tottenham.