And what happened next?

I got pregnant.

I was like, oh, wait, this is real.

Okay, I'm pregnant again.

And so of course, you know, the first thing what I feel like the enemy tries to bring, of course, is the trauma.

Like, is this really gonna work now you're pregnant again? What if you're believing it and this is all a lie? Like, th- it hits you as soon as you get pregnant.

I'm talking about he came in the gate.

... you didn't get to do with your previous five deliveries.