I'm scared of that because of how aggressive the antibiotics are.

Yeah.

Yeah.

So it's good to get tested.

It's good to get.

And, you know, we were we were wow.

What we were talking about with me being like right place, right time, right guy for it, like not only with prep, but also with testing how routine it is for us.

In

Okay.

It was everything.

Um, when I, I got on set...

Like, I, I'd known Grant for a while.

I'd known him for probably about a year at that point.

And, uh, you know, he's lovely, and I, I've worked with him before, like just doing collaborations, you know, like fan site content.

And when I got there, like the, the two guys, one, one was, uh, Jason Mark.

Mm-hmm.

okay that's amazing wow so then um being with men for 20 years and then now going back to like you know having fun with women how was your first experience like was it like uh i'm a virgin i forgot what i'm doing like because women We're definitely, we're sensual and we're.

I have the best story for this.

My best friend, Sophia Locke, I imagine you would love to speak with her as well.

She is a very intelligent, very wonderful, beautiful woman.

She was my first collaboration and first cisgender woman experience since coming out.

And so like so grateful for her because she was very patient with me and she let me know, like she informed me very, it kind of turned into sexting, but it also was an education for what she liked, what she didn't like, the things that I could do, the things that I couldn't do.

And I was very appreciative.

I kept thinking about all these other things.

right away.

Yeah.

Working for the government in general, but also working for Department of Defense is very like it's very machismo.

It's very like male centric.

And I've never been very good in that realm.

I've always like I've grown up around women.

I've always been comfortable around women.

Did entering the industry and having it as an outlet help you become a happier person?

well you're fucking people you're not sexually attracted to

I mean, like, not sexually attracted to in the sense of, like, I do need a little extra help to get in the mood for it.

Whereas if it's a cisgender man... let's fucking roll.

Right.

Exactly.

It's like the, the instant, it takes a little extra attraction.

I was like, not, not attracted to it.

is

This is Believe.

These are not appropriate questions to be asked.

I'm like, fuck, you got me on that one.

You got me on that one.

Um, just for the experience, the intense feeling of Matt Slayer fisting me.

Um, but so I'm using ex lube and it is like completely covering my arm and it is not going away.

Like it stays.

little multiple award-winning you?

Just,

if you'd given me a choice between the two.

Yeah, that was the interesting thing is that like I wasn't pissing blood.

I wasn't ejaculating blood or anything like that.

And everything for all intents and purposes was fine.

I just had like this burning sensation right around the place where my prostate was.

And so I got after that, I got put on a Cipro.

Your pelvic floor will never be the same.

Oh

... what happens, what happens with the mares is they hood you.

And so you never see who's fucking you, you never see who's in the space.

It's just you're hooded, bent over or in a sling or somewhere for, like, the stallions to use you as they please.

So I applied to be a mare, and I won the lottery for one in Los Angeles.

And so I go to...

I go there, I get ready.

'Cause I never am not down to watch The Prestige