So this part will be probably your spirit of the second meeting quest of how did you figure it out? When were you like, oh, this might be a thing for me?

It became clear to me once I realized how my problem was unmanageability.

how unmanageable my life had become.

I was angry person.

I was not nice.

I was mean to bank tellers and waitresses.

I was just like, why am I acting like this? I don't want to be this person.

I'm like, try 90 and