And the moment that you realized that shit didn't change, you weren't going to be here.

Yeah, they actually took me three goes for that, three resuscitations of an overdose, three overdoses.

And I never made peace with that word because think if someone overdoses and someone on heroin, ice, you know, but when people say you can't overdose on cocaine, you definitely can.

And it becomes the fact of your body shucks down.

There's no spinal fluid.

You're dehydrated.

That's your overdose.

It drives me crazy and I'm super addicted to my phone, but –

When you think about the days that you spent doing The Bachelorette in Australia and The Bachelorette in Paradise series, what are some of the highs and lows you experienced? And would you recommend reality TV to others?

I, I, I don't regret it.

Right.

I think it had such a beautiful thing.

I think I'll, if I'm honest, I was too immature to go on it, but maybe that worked perfectly for them, you know? So, you know, there's pros and cons, however you want to look at it.

I don't like to say I regret everything because everything that's happened in my past has led to me where I am now.

You know, if I never got it, I might not be able to have the reach to help other people through my social media.

From the time that that happened, what was the reflection that you had that prompted you to write Tin Man? Jess, I

Yeah.

[clears throat] Okay.

This book is unapologetically me.

It's honest, raw, and unfiltered.

It'll probably make you cry, laugh, gasp, and maybe even put it down just to catch a breath.

I'm not here to sugarcoat shit.

I'm here to tell my truth.

Mm-hmm.