Okay.

It's this, the past, you know, three and a half years in terms of like that balance and burnout were definitely the toughest of my life.

I think the main issue is just time, right? It's just straight up like...

the demands on your time and your energy as a resident and specifically surgical resident are like no other.

And I mean, I feel like we're all people that know hard work and have gone through seasons where we're like really grinding, but the energy and kind of the emotional burden of being in a hospital, like just day in day out was totally different.

And I think did catch me off guard.

So for example, you have like, you know, like the 80 hour plus weeks where you are like literally just like in the hospital that long.

Like,