What were the things in your marriage or personal life that led to you to start to question things?

Yeah, so like New York, moving to New York was a big change.

You know, it was really the first time to have kind of the independence of like making my own decisions, even outside of, you know, becoming an adult, going on a mission, coming home from the mission.

Like there's still so much culture and surroundings going on in my life that, Um, like even if I was questioning things or had doubts about things, it was, it was really easy to not think more about it at all.

Just have a second thought at all.

Um, and so like New York, uh, was very eyeopening still in a lot of ways.

Like, yes, the mission was very similar, you know, like going, going to church in New Jersey is very similar to New York.

more.

That's what my sit-ups were.

Yeah, and that was just one example of many of how the day was structured of very much like a math equation type thing of what's the input? Okay, here's the exact output.

There's not really much room for interpretation.

You just follow.

the rules, how they're written.

And like, that's what makes you a successful missionary.

And so like I, I did that and kind of thrived on that environment because that's what I'd grown up in.

You like Corey Buse was too rigid.