How did writing that song and ultimately the album help you process that grief during that time?

So I always tell everybody that it's... that event in my life losing her led me to live a different life right so like we all start off life living this plan a life and i totally had to live a plan b life after this event doesn't mean that it's going to be less of a beautiful life it's just a completely different life that you have to live and um Because I've always been a songwriter and I have always processed through writing and music, probably the two days after she died, I wrote that song.

It was like in that exhaustion, because I hadn't slept in many days and that exhaustion, I became a little bit obsessed with the thought that I could see her in my next life.

You know, like that I would have another opportunity.

And it's part of like, I was really tired and I was just trying to bargain, which is one of these like stages of grief.

I was bargaining.

Like, like, is there another way that we can be together again? Like, I remember doing that and that song just kind of was born out of me.

I was drooling?