yeah

and when we had met each other we're a little bit older we had the conversation about where do you see your life going do you want any more kids and we were both we don't want any more kids he was on the same page as me i was on the same page as him i was like beautiful perfect um and then when we found out we were pregnant i remember how excited i was and that really shocked me because i thought that i didn't want to have any more and then i was scared to tell him because i thought we've had this conversation really early on and he was pretty adamant that he didn't want to have any more children and so was i and i didn't know how to tell him So I told his sister, I cried and told his sister and I was like, I don't know what I'm going to like.

She goes, I think you'd be very surprised at his reaction would be quite welcoming to it.

I don't think he's going to not be happy.

Yeah.

So I did tell him and he was over the bloody, we were both over the moon, which was shocking because I didn't think that I thought I was so done with that chapter of my life.

And then you kind of disappeared.

I went ghost.