One thing I want to get into Charlie with you is something that you kind of deal with a lot and that not that it like it invades your mind a lot is your OCD and how you work with that.

Yeah.

Invades my mind a lot is right.

Um, Yeah, I mean, I think that I think that it's something that I'm like becoming a lot more vocal about.

I had like no idea that it was even a thing.

Like everybody is always like, Oh my god, I'm so OCD.

I have to make my bed in the morning.

You share a lot with Lori, you share a lot with your friends, with us, but is there so much more that you don't share and you just deal with like, and it's just swirling around in your head constantly?