So you loved the fame, but you hated being a celebrity.

But I just didn't like this.

Like, it just was a bit insane and I didn't feel quite worthy of it.

Yeah.

Because for me, being a celebrity is, I mean, famous is because you're like a movie star or you're doing something and, you know, you're really successful at.

And especially when reality TV kicked in, it was like, well, why? Yeah.

Why does everybody, do you know what I mean? It's like, I don't do anything.

saw a lot of your um you know I saw that article about you having to you know you used all your rent to go and um buy the frames and like really help him to kind of like you know to establish himself after he