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Carson Tueller

Internet personality

Oct 8, 2026

41:56
Mm.
41:56
And I think that captures th- my experience, which is, like, being, uh, being paralyzed, I'll speak for myself, and by the way, it's so important for everyone to know, people listening everywhere, [laughs] that disability is a huge range of experiences.
42:12
There are a lot of disabled people who don't experience grief in their bodies, who, uh, don't experience pain as a part of disability, who really feel totally at home and in love with their bodies as they are.
42:25
Um, and then some people experience a great amount of pain.
42:29
Some people who acquire disability experience a lot of loss and grief.
42:34
And so this is only my experience, and, uh, the experience is that, um- I was dealing with the grief and the loss, but that started to kind of wane over time, as grief and loss do.
42:50
You miss something, you long for something, but then, you know, two years later it doesn't have the same frequency or the same intensity.

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58:06
What do we do to get a little freer from our, our body shit, Carson?
37:23
Mm.
37:24
And I think that captures the, the, my experience which is, like, being, uh, being paralyzed, I'll speak for myself, and by the way, it's so important for everyone to know, people listening everywhere, that (laughs) disability is a huge range of experiences.
37:40
There are a lot of disabled people who don't experience grief in their bodies, who, uh, don't experience pain as a part of disability, who really feel totally at home and in love with their bodies as they are.
37:53
Um, and then some people experience a great amount of pain.
37:57
Some people who acquire disability experience a lot of loss and grief.
38:02
And so, this is only my experience, and, uh, the experience (laughs) is that, um, I was dealing with the grief and the loss, but that started to kind of wane over time, as grief and loss do.
38:18
You miss something, you long for something, but then, you know, two years later, it doesn't have the same frequency or the same intensity, and then so I could deal with that pain.

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53:41
What do we do to get a little freer from our, our body shit, Carson?
45:05
Mm.
45:06
And I think that captures the, my experience, which is, like, being, uh, being paralyzed, I'll speak for myself, and by the way, it's so important for everyone to know, people listening everywhere, that disability is a huge range of experiences.
45:22
There are a lot of disabled people who don't experience grief in their bodies, who, uh, don't experience pain as a part of disability, who really feel totally at home and in love with their bodies as they are.
45:35
Um, and then some people experience a great amount of pain.
45:39
Some people who acquire a disability experience a lot of loss and grief.
45:44
And so this is only my experience, and, uh, the experience (laughs) is that, um, I was dealing with the grief and the loss, but that started to kind of wane over time, as grief and loss do.
46:00
You miss something, you long for something, but then, you know, two years later, it doesn't have the same frequency or the same intensity, and so I could deal with that pain.

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61:22
What do we do to get a little freer from our, our body's shit, Carson?

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