feeling or this this question that came into my head that came out of nowhere with no understanding or information that would have suggested that

so as a death doula i'd say to you that that's your grandmother giving you heat right preparing you so that when mom phoned you you were like you know Yeah.

You know, if you'd been a little bit older, you could have maybe had the sense to go, no, no, no, I knew about that.

You know, the amount of experiences I've had where I've waited for people and actually knows one or two of the people, I'm like, I know you're getting ready to leave.

I can see it.

I can see it.

I can feel it.

And when you start seeing them coming to a point where you're having to ask yourself, do I help them to cross? And when I say that, do we take them or do we get someone to come in and actually euthanize them, help them to transition? How do you know when is the right time? Do you ever know? And can you get it right and wrong?