Wow

... um, it's...

There's no words that can describe what sobriety means to me.

It's, it's just fabulous.

Like, I'm able to now be able to f- take, uh, small things out of a neg- out, out of negatives and find actually the positives that are in there and take them as a, as learning experiences, where before all I'd wanna do is run behind a bottle and, and drink all the time and try to drown them away, right? And-

[laughs]

...

so leading me to the correct light that I needed and not the, the dark light that was further in the tunnel.