Why do you think that is?

Oh, I think it was really speaking to me about like my own like Ned Flanders complex about like...

The whole neighbor, you know, it's like I grew up in a conditioning where like I always chose radical positivity.

And I think it's beautiful to kind of like lean into that.

But when it comes to like really befriending all of the array and the spread of emotions within yourself, the angels and the demons, the ugly ones, the pretty ones, and just being like...

I found that going through my divorce, like I never thought that I would ever enter into a divorce conversation in my thirties, but this is part of my Dharma and it probably took me like four or five months to really feel angry for ways that I was betrayed and people involved.

And it was just like, I don't know, but I felt like when things would come up for me, like I was surfing in Puerto Rico, I was just like, surfing a perfect point break with my brother.

I can see how much it rots the brain and how violence and... disaster happens after that and yeah sometimes you're gonna have great nights and you probably won't remember that much