Why was this alluring? Because it's not like you're running away from a life you didn't like or something that was wrong.

Thinking back, so my brother and I, two very different people.

We were 14 months apart.

He was my older brother, but a lot of people thought I was the older one.

He was adventurous.

He was spontaneous.

Very outgoing, loved people, spent more money than he had on experiences.

And so when you run into this stuff, do you think, ah, this isn't meant to be?