Yeah

... you know, nothing lasts forever.

So it gives you that, "Okay, yeah, it, it will pass," because one minute I'm angry, and the next minute I'm sad, and the next minute I'm depressed, and the ne- so it gave me that framework for me to kinda write my own book, playbook for grief because I think we all need to do that.

And I was the death person as a child.

We, [chuckles] we, I, as I said, I had two alcoholic parents.

We had no money, and every time somebody would die, starting at the age of six, my, uh, nephew died, or I mean, my cousin died at three.

I was the one that went to the funeral.

Right