first day jitters you know yeah

Yeah.

And fast forward now, and sometimes I get the first stage that is now like 10 years doing this, but then now like looking at it, I just look back and I'm like, everyone starts at a certain place and it's always going to be hard.

And eventually over time, you get used to what you started off being hard and that becomes easy.

And if that idea that I could like have told that to myself a little bit, like at a younger age, like I would have taken that with a lot of weight because it would have helped me be less stressed and sometimes i would question if because i wouldn't say copy as fast as other or i wouldn't do that and i'm like maybe i'm like not meant for this oh my gosh you're like me really pissed me out like i'm like this constant like competitive competition but yeah like i am in competition with making sure that i get to i do the best yeah do the best and Yeah, when I look back at that, it's like, even if I had done it back then, it doesn't mean that my trajectory right now would be like, I am creating a Warner Brothers movie for the next Oscar.

That doesn't mean, even if I knew it, right? It's just like a thing to always like remind people that are starting off to be able to be okay with where they're at.

It's so crazy how fast you just snap your fingers and like you've moved up in this industry and you're doing a different position.

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