What inspired you to tell your story?

You know, I get s- what had really inspired me was all the DMs from my fans, and just what I've been through throughout the years, they were always writing me wanting advice or to know how I got through this so they could relate to me.

And at the time, what I was going through, sometimes it was so humiliating, and I'd get so hard d- down on myself.

But reading that, like, lifted me back up, knowing that I'm not alone.

So that kind of inspired me to think, "Okay, well, this is my chance to answer all those questions in one place," everything from The Hills to my relationships to basically everything that's out there in the media or gossip or whatever that I've, I've always bit my tongue.

I never said anything.

I just let people say whatever they wanted about me.

With his motorcycle.