So what's the day actually like from your side?

Well, one, it honestly depends on if I'm at work or if it's a weekend or I'm not at work or I'm off in the summer.

Because when I'm at work, it's a little bit easier not to stew over what's his day been like, what's he seen, what's he's run, you know, like all those things.

Whereas on my days off, when I'm not really doing much, it's like I'm anticipating what When is the next time I'm going to hear from him? If I reach out and he doesn't answer, am I thinking the worst? Which he really does do a good job of like if he gets something pretty big to at least message me or call me, hey, we got a big fire, you know, whatever.

So it gives me a little bit of peace of mind that I at least know instead of anticipating to hear, I guess is the best way to put it.

So, I mean, when he leaves, it's one of those things that it's kind of – I don't know.

I don't want to use the word bittersweet.

Yeah.