don't know

what next year or the next five years are going to look like because my heart's not in it.

So instead of getting bitter, I think I had the wisdom to realize that I can very easily get better, but I realized that maybe I'm holding the spot for somebody else's dream job.

And I have been writing these songs.

Oddly and funnily enough, I started playing the guitar and started writing these songs when I went to business school.

because my friends weren't around and my guitarist wasn't there.

And so I was like, shit, like there was for like a year and a half, there was no music in my life.

Hmm.