It's like a mission for her.

When I was in The Order, I knew I was gonna be doing this.

Because of my, like, anger towards it all and, like, seeing all the injustice, I was like, "I know that one day I'm gonna be telling everyone what the fuck they're doing here.

I'm not gonna be keeping their dirty little secrets." [instrumental music]

A lot of these rules in The Order developed over time, detached from the teachings of the mainstream Mormon church.

The Order's like, "We are not Mormons." [laughs] We truly would, like, make fun of Mormons because we were like, "We believe in the true teachings that they fell away from." And the two things I remember them telling us was polygamy, obviously, and then consecration, and consecration means, like, giving your all to the Lord.

Even as children, we are groomed to know that anything of value can be given to Paul at any point because it's the work of the Lords.