So I wanna know, was there ever a final straw moment for Amanda?

It was so hard to be a woman in there, 'cause no one listened to me.

If a man said it, that trumped my opinions.

And anything that I actually did, even if people saw it, if a man said something else happened, that's what happened What finally sparked, like, knowing I was going to leave was thinking of having kids there, having daughters there.

At this point, I was like, "God hates women, or I did something wrong in heaven before I was born here that I'm suffering and being punished because whatever I did in heaven, and I'm repenting for it in this life." So I ran away one day.

And, like, to preface, I don't know.

I'm not gonna say this was God or the Holy Ghost or whatever.

I ask Amanda what she thinks about Jacob now that he's behind bars.