What made you, first of all, decide that you want to share your experience that you've had with your mom?

Yeah, I think, you know, there's a lot of aspects to it.

I actually didn't share any of it while she was sick.

I didn't post about it at all when I was going through the experience.

And I think because it was just too much, it was, you know, it would have been a lot of emotions and, you know, I needed time to process everything that was happening.

It was only after she had passed away about a month afterwards when I, and I knew I wanted to share with the public, but I just wasn't in a space to do it.

And I think it was just that, It is such a simultaneously unique, but also shared experience with other oncologists and physicians to go through this.

Um, how are you dealing with this? How are you able to get some support? How are you able to, um, I mean, how did you deal with the, with the, with the pain of, of having this?