Okay, so you're not considering any of that.

I think the thing I was most afraid of is letting Andrew down, actually.

Like, you know, he had this goal of getting it, not being cut off the course.

So I think that my ADHD brain was like, we have to actually achieve this.

I didn't even think about... what it was i just wanted to do my best for andrew but i think my conversations were I had Ross River about a year before and I had a few health issues that year where I would faint and vomit when I was training.

So I just wanted to make sure I wasn't actually going to be hospitalized.

That was my main concern.

no, you put it in your mouth.