And what's it been like for you?

Okay.

Well, let's see.

It-- Being a cohort member initially was, you know, something that I had been looking for for a while, um, just wanting to dive deeper into psychodynamic case conceptualization and really, like, case consultation with others.

You know, at that point, we hadn't really articulated reflective functioning and, like, therapist reflective functioning as much, but then that sort of came to fruition during that time.

That's my memory at least and, and, and diving far more into, like, reflective responses and looking at how early childhood dynamics and personality may be contributing to how we show up in therapy, um, our preferences in therapy, our interventions, um, ways we may unconsciously collude with a patient, you know, ignore certain things, respond, value other things.

And, and so that was, that was something that I really dove much deeper into there.

And so I think, I think by doing a search, and I think this can happen with the group, when the group sort of shepherds us into doing an internal search, we're able to sort of, through the emotional process, we're able to discern what exactly that's all about and the true meaning underneath that.