And you're telling me now, you're like,

I've called you to build communities.

Then I had to do a whole journey of unpacking trust issues, abandonment issues, rejection wounds, all these things that interrupted me from just loving people, just being the Albania that, watch this, that notice he can influence people.

He gathers people.

I've always been gifted or talented or had the skills to gather people together.

And so like those two things together, I didn't act on it.

I didn't, I didn't have like this strategy and 10 step plan.

secret.