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I was walking up in the communion line at a Benedictine monastery.

And coming back, I had to cross my arms and not receive Jesus.

And I walked back to my pew and I had tears in my eyes.

And I was wondering, why am I crying over a piece of bread right now in a monastery? Because only a year and a half ago, I had been at home, didn't even really know what I believed about God.

But I had decided to go to Benedictine College to play softball, not knowing anything about the faith.

And after going to my sophomore year intro to theology class, all of my sophomore fall, I had a lot of questions.

And that was really