Mm

... "Can I tell you about this?" And he's like, "Yeah, of course." Like, we sat on the bed.

It was like 11:00 PM.

We were both exhausted, and I talked him through everything.

He read a bunch of emails that I wrote.

Like, I, I, just to have him care about that, those details, that, like, nitty-gritty, like the fears and the excitement, that made me feel really seen.

And, like, I also got to ask him for what I needed of like, "Hey, I'm scared.

I love that, yeah.

Cool.

It was super fucking cool.

Um, all that to say, I have been so fascinated by people and storytelling since I was eight years old, and I did this ramshackle [chuckles] production of Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat, and they didn't have room for all of the kids on stage, so I stood in the aisle and sang.

That's been, like, a driving force, is like, what makes people who they are? And when I learned about the Enneagram, I, you know, I got...

I was reading a book about it, and I got to the chapter on Enneagram type three, and it was like something clicked that, uh, that I didn't even know needed to click.

I, I was reading these things that I knew about myself but had never put into words, and it really revolutionized my life and the way I saw myself and the way I wanted to grow and, and, and be different.

'Cause I definitely, I mean, and still am not, like, the version of myself that I want to be.

Okay.