Jun 3, 2026 · 19 min · 11 segments
In this episode Dina Marais explains how to move from resistance to alignment by identifying three common shadow patterns—pressure to act, suppressing emotions, and over-identifying with the mind—and…
Dina MaraisHost
Perhaps I was seeking God, whom I thought had abandoned me, or perhaps I enjoyed dressing up.
I learned that God was a man in the sky who would punish me if I did something wrong.
When I struggled to get preg- to get pregnant and then miscarried, I thought I was being punished.
My whole way of being was about resisting life, about control, and living in fear that things wouldn't pan out exactly the way I wanted.
I didn't know how I grew up was by design, and that I was to find my way home to God in me.
Perhaps I was seeking God, whom I thought had abandoned me, or perhaps I enjoyed dressing up.
I learned that God was a man in the sky who would punish me if I did something wrong.
When I struggled to get preg- to get pregnant and then miscarried, I thought I was being punished.
My whole way of being was about resisting life, about control, and living in fear that things wouldn't pan out exactly the way I wanted.
I didn't know how I grew up was by design, and that I was to find my way home to God in me.
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