S3 EP22: Leadership trauma almost cost me my friendships.

I'm really excited for the next couple of weeks.

And even after that, you know, I want to try to be more intentional about detailing stuff.

I think one of the reasons why I struggled to stay consistent was because, you know, when you're going through stuff and you've now got to an age where you like to move in silence.

So before in uni, as it's happening, as the day holds, I'm dropping the gist, I'm dropping the experience, I'm dropping everything.

But like now that I'm older, it's just my first thought is not to share.

You know, a lot of things are happening in my life.

I don't really share.

I was having a conversation with my best friend and she was like, you don't talk like you just go through stuff.

And next thing you're telling me two months down the line that this happened.

But like, I just, I just, I don't know.

Things have just changed for me in that regard.

It's not like I don't have people I can share stuff with.

It's just that my first response to, or my first reaction to stuff is to rant to God about it.

Ever since I got a deeper understanding that you can talk to God about anything and I'm allowed to rant to God.

Me and God used to have tea time.

I'll bring forward a chair and be like, yeah, Ejoku, you're welcome, sir.

And then I talk and talk and talk about everything that's bothering me.

So by the time I'm done yapping to God or writing about it in my journal, There's not much to share again because I'm giving him all the jizz tickets.

So I'm just learning to share more and ask friends for help and all that.

But yeah, I'm just going to try to now share the little things.

You know, it doesn't have to be so many grand things like documents, the important moments.

That's very important as well.

So that's what's going to be happening on this podcast.

And I also got shy about talking about things that I really love.

I think I shared this in the last episode.